2nd trimester is really a baby-moon for me. I am feeling more like the old me except carrying a belly bump.
But now I started to feel tired and sleepy again. I feel heavy to move around.
I couldn't have a proper sleep at nights as I kept on having nightmares or weird dreams or I just woke up all of a sudden. My eyes just popped open without a reason. I read from the web articles stating that it is normal to have weird dreams/nightmares during pregnancy due to the hormones level or something.
I can feel Little Star moving and kicking inside me especially in the wee hours. Is it normal for baby to move more actively in the wee hours instead of day time? I don't feel much movement during day time. That's kinda worry me.
Okay, I was kinda paranoid with anxiety and fear for Little Star when I had a sudden abdominal pain (that is because of the expansion of uterus as told by people around me), or when I had a blood in my nose or when I didn't feel the fetal movement or when people telling me that my belly is small for 6 months pregnancy and etc. I was scaring myself. Blame it on the pregnancy hormones then.
A folklore says you will know you married the right man during pregnancy. And yes, I know I have married the right man. Hubby is understanding and kind enough to do all the house chores, cook breakfast/supper for me and massage my sore legs. So I am being treated like a Queen now. I quite enjoyed the moment being pampered by his love and care. But I didn't know this will last or not after I deliver. Anyway, I believe he will be a good dad.
Little Star, although you are not born with a 'gold spoon in your mouth' but you have daddy and mummy's love. We try our best to provide you a good environment and give you lots of care and love. We'll try to give you the best. We hope you'll be a good and kind person when you grow up. Do remember take care of your daddy and mummy. And we hope that you'll be a happy kid. May God bless you!
