Time

Even if I felt so tired and sleepy,

I still won't let myself getting a rest or sleep.

If it was not the time to get to sleep....yet.

Why?

Because I like to torture myself. No.

I just thought that time was never enough for me.

I didn't have the time for myself to do my own stuff or spending the time with myself.

If I went to sleep, then there gone my time. Hours gone.

I have been forcing myself too hard.

There's a lot of things I need to do.

It seems plenty of time for me and yet, I still find it not enough.

I am always rushing with the time.

I know I shall slow down.

Or else I am going to fall sick.

But I felt satisfy when I was sick, okay, aside from the pain and taking those bitter medicine. *yuck*

It means I have been working hard enough and I can take a rest now.

I have finished my annual report and AGM. It was a relieve.

However, it didn't meet my expectation. So I was kinda disappointed. With myself, this time.

I have been working in this field for 5 years and yet, I still can't control the situation or flow during AGM.

It was still not perfect. I know, there's no perfection in this world.

But I just can't let go of my this *bad* mentality.

Allow me sulking for a few days then I'll be fine, I promise.

I was annoyed with my own 'perfectionist' thinking. Because it will hurt me.

I learned .... and I still learning to put down. To let go. To loosen my grip.

Just give me time.

Movies Day

Oh yeah. After this month, I am a free man!! Nope. There is a never-ending work awaiting ahead. But gladly to announce that we have finished our annual report and circular to shareholders. Announcement checked. Advertisement checked. Distribution checked. So it was 80% done. Now we only wait for our AGM and EGM which scheduled to be held at the end of this month. Hopefully everything goes smoothly.

After all the hardwork, stress and pressure, I guess I need some relaxation activity to comfort myself. We headed to cinema and watched two great movies in a row. The Avengers and Battleship. Yes, a boring activity! Lolz. Who doesn't like this two movies? Tell me. I am gonna kick his ass. Just kidding. So far this two movies didn't disappointed me and they were on my best movies chart for this year at the moment.

The first half of Avengers might be boring to some people because the avengers did a lot of 'talking'. Some audience, even my dear is falling asleep in the first half. Gosh, how can he?!!! Maybe he is too tired and he didn't watched Thor so he didn't know who is Loki. I was so excited to see the 'super heroes' gathered together to fight off the bad guy. I like all of them - Captain America, Thor, Ironman, The Hulk, Black Widow and Hawkeye. They played their own character quite well and didn't overshadow one another.

Battleship is cool. I always like those US navy, army and air forces especially those forces flying in the sky. At first, I didn't look good on battleship because of Rihanna. But then everyone says how awesome and great it was. I decided to give it a try. See, I am a curious cat. Their feedback had successfully aroused my curiousity. Guess what, it was really awesome! I honoured the army's spirit, dedication, leadership and their teamwork in their battle/war. Although there were some humourous part in this movie, well, just ignore that and you'll definitely enjoyed the movie.

If you think I am exaggerating here, then go and watch it yourself. You won't regret, I promise~ o(^.^)o