= Exhausted Day =

I am so so so damn exhausted today from all the rushing, standing and running. From morning till the evening. But after the end of the day, I feel quite proud of myself as there's an achievement. For the past 6 months I have been so busy with works mainly just for today's half an hour meeting - AGM. All the time spend on preparing, writing, and issuing of Annual Report and Circular to Shareholders were just for this half an hour meeting. But some people just flip through or some don't even read it ~!!!! They didn't know how much work and time have been spend on it. And not to forget, MONEY too !!!! It's not cheap to publish the AR..... Sighhh ~

The schedule was fully arranged with meetings till the noon then I have to make the announcements and press release after 5pm. I don't even have a time to slow down or taking a rest or facebook-ing. Each year I was anxious whenever this AGM was just around the corner as it was considered a huge function for the company. I can't afforded to mess things up. All the Directors, shareholders and some investors will flew in for the meeting. So you can imagine how busy it was - to entertain those Directors. What worry me most was the questions from the shareholders or investors. If there was a question means I got more work to do........~

Anyway, all the meetings went smoothly and everything went well except some minor case which was solve-able. After all the hard work, is a pay off time. =D

I have this kind of a bad habit - indulge in food whenever I am sad, happy or motivating/rewarding myself. I gained more weight because of that. =.="""

Okay, I went to a Secret Recipe for having a light meal - actually is a supper just to reward myself for today's hard work and achievement. I have ordered a beef lasagne which came with a bun, one of my favourite menu from Secret Recipe. The beef lasagne taste good but the bun is kinda not fresh. Not soft enough. I prefer softness.

Then also ordered a Shepherd's Pie - taste good too. Imagine a person like me who is so choosy over food will like this pie means it is really good ~!!!! It was a mash potato on top, filled with chicken and mushroom. I am neither into pie thingy nor the potato lover but this Shepherd's pie really make me want to indulge or will think of order........

I told the waiter that I want two glasses of iced plain water and .......... he has wrongly heard that I want two glasses of iced lemon tea without making a confirmation with me again. Afraid that he heard wrongly, I tried to repeat the order to him. Worse, he heard of two glasses of iced lemon tea plus two glasses of iced plain water!!!! Okay, so I got to pay for that two glasses of iced lemon tea. I am kind enough not to return the drinks to him. No point of giving him a hard time.

Anyway, Weeeelllllll Done to myself ~!!!!!!

- Dear Diary -

Dear Diary,

Today is a rainy day. A cool weather which really suits me as I am afraid of hot and humid weather. I prefer staying in a cool place. Ya, sounds like I am some sort of a "vampire" ~...... Afraid of the sun.....Okay, no funny at all ~!!

Rainy day - the weather I hate most. I hate the rains. I hate to get wet. Rains make my mood dull because it looks like the sky is crying. Yup, I am in a moody state today. It's not a perfect day for me.

I have been busy with works till the clock ticked at 5pm. Then catch a movie, "Robin Hood" with my colleagues at night. Not really close with them and they are not close with me either. I joined them for the movie because I need a companion. They talked among themselves and didn't really talk to me except for some friendly greetings which is what I want or expected as I do not have to do the talking. I preferably to be quiet while enjoying the movie. It's kinda tiring to entertain and talking there after such a long hours of working. I just want a peace of mind.....~ Guess, I am not really a fun person to hang out with.

The movie is not really that great. I almost fall asleep with all those talking in the movie. Kinda boring actually. So nothing to shout about here.

After bidding goodbye to my colleagues and got into my car, I felt relieved to be alone. But I felt lonely at the same time. I am a loner with no good friends to hang out with till I have to be pretentious and hang out with those people I dislike of. They are pretentious and that's why I don't like them. I myself also a pretentious, a faker....so how can I have the right to dislike those people??? I am just tired to pretend to put a smile on my face and talk happily there as I am not happy neither do I would like to smile. That's why I dislike hanging out with them.

Anyway, when the sky is clear tomorrow, my mood also become better and I am back to my old-self again.....This is how to make your life keeps going ~!!! Mood down, blurt it out then mood up, forget it all ~

孤单，一个人

以前我以为我不能再过单身，或一个人的生活。因为我已习惯两人的生活。所以但你说要分手或离开我的时候，我很害怕。。。我害怕孤单，我害怕一个人。。。 虽然我每次都说我一个人没关系，但是其实我不想一个人。我怕寂寞。


你去国外进修。。也没有错因为那是你的选择，你的将来。我只能够让你去。我不开心也很羡慕你。你有机会去做你想做的事情而我没有这种的机会。。。


在这一段时间，我想了很多。也觉得你的离开也是一件好事。让我有更多的时间去想一些事情。我的心情也回复。。慢慢的好起来了。不象以前那样起落很大。。。我可以去做我想要一个人做的事情。让我找回那种单身的生活。偶尔还会觉得孤单。。。但是慢慢可以习惯它了。


我终是被抛弃的那个人或等待的那个人。好希望有一个人也会在某个地方等我因为从来都没有人等过我。。。。身边的人总是抛弃或留下我一个人。真的真的很无奈~


第一次用华语打一封这么长的。。。部落格~ 应该有很多的错字，对不起。。我还在学习。


还在等待他回来的那一天~。。。

-孤单，一个人-

- Waffle -

Yup, is a waffle again with banana, walnut and ice-cream toppings - my favourite.
This was from the Waffle Shop at One Utama. Nothing to shout about but it was nice too if just want something to bite and for a light tea break. The waffle was soft to bite and I love those walnut on it. This waffle was not cheap either - can't remember the price but if not mistaken, it cost around RM10++ .

This was not from the Waffle Shop. Hmmm if not wrong, ordered it from the food court inside The Gardens. It looks nice but not really taste good. Only the ice-cream taste good.

*Yawn*
-Signing Off-

- Chocolate -

Been to Chocolate in KL last year. I read from one of the bloggers who are introducing this shop. So I told myself is a must try shop when I am in KL. Glad to announce that they had an outlet in LCCT - international there. I love this shop with its signature brand and concept....

The chocolate line drew all over the cup/glass are their signature and was purposely done.

Yup, is a kiwi waffle topped with ice-cream. Waffle, pancake or toast are my favourite menu. I love this kind of dessert. The waffle served at Chocolate here, well... I don't really like it because it was kinda hard to chew. Sorry, it was beyond my words and difficult to describe how was it. I prefer waffle with softness.

Can try it out if have a chance. It's not really that bad.

-Election Day-

I have been thinking about this question, "Why is it so important to be a voter?", for quite a period of time. As can read from the newspaper, the election day is just around the corner - 16th May 2010 for Sarawak. I have no idea about the other states. The news is still hot off the press. Everyone's talking about the politics issue, the politicians, the country, and the election. I saw one "heading" from the newspaper today, "Who's going to laugh till the end will be disclosed on 16 May 2010 at 10pm." Oh wow, a very catchy title~!!

No offences for the politicians neither do I want to be involve in the country's politics issues. All these are too dark for me. Anyway, I have been over the maturity age for quite a period of time and yes, proudly to announce that I am a registered voter (my mum has forced me to register although I still do not understand....so I am like what's the big deal anyway to register, huh?!). Well, "proudly" to announce that I am a registered voter because not many youngsters today are registered and I did. Lol. However, I am still not a voter. I haven't give out my "first" time. Who's going to be my first??? Drum roooolllsssss........ ~ No, it's not the time yet.

Reason? Very simple. First, I did not understand the politics world. Second, I did not know who the heck are those politicians. To me, they are all campaigning for "money" because their house are getting bigger and bigger each year while the citizen still remains as poor as we are and the town still remain un-developed over years. Just for one simple case - my town's Library. I am a devoted library-goer since kid. I spend most of my time in the library during my school years. Now I have graduated from my uni and working for 3-4 years already and yet, the library still remain the same. I have changed and the library still remain the old library with the same old books. I thought the library books supposed to be updated but to my great disappointment, it is not.....I still see the same old books standing on the rack since 20 years ago. 20 years~!!!! In my opinion, they are giving an empty promise. And my another opinion is less my one vote won't do them any harm also. So why vote? To be a responsible citizen??? Are they a responsible minister??

Hmmm as a 21st century youngster, we do not understand or view the election as a very important thing in our life if compared with those elder. From the elders' story-telling, they really viewed the election as an important day. I mean, real important till some old man still applying for myKad in order to give their VOTE. The senior will discussed and analysed the overall situation and politicians there. Maybe because in those old days, the election was really important in order to bring peace and development to the country - that's why there's an independent day and the next generation have the chance to enjoy all this development and facilities. Yet, today's world of politics are different from those old days. It was all polluted.

So have you registered? Have you vote? Vote for the future ~ !!!

=Time tO Reward=

Labor's day - 1 May 2010.

A time to reward myself for working so hard and spending more than 8 hours per day facing the desktop, typing, scratching my head to come up with ideas, look at boss face and endured all those peer pressure. Yes, I really got to spend those hard earn money on something.

Alright. It was actually an excuse for me to spend so that I won't have those guilty feeling when spending so much. I am a victim too. A victim to sales. Blaming on those sales for luring me. I felt hurt too when the money, one by one left my purse....~ =.="

Anyway, let me introduce to my new NIKE shoes ...... Ta-da ~

Black color with pink and yellow color combination. My favourite color at the moment - Black and Pink. The normal price is RM279.90 and guess what, it was on 50% discount so see, it was their fault for luring me to buy. I love this shoes a lot, i mean a lot a lot...fall in love with him the first time I lay my hands on it. He is so cool.

See that 20% discount for popular card members. Yup, I am the card member and I got this privilege to enjoy that 20% discount. So it lured me to buy too. I have longed for this book and it happened to have this 20% discount so quite worth. I like the guy on the book cover. Forget his name .... anyway, he is good looking but I don't really into Miley Cyrus. To me, she's not really that pretty and I felt quite disappointed to know that she is the female lead in this movie. Can't the producer find a better gal??? No offence to Miley Cyrus's fan.

Of course not to forget to buy mask for beauty and youth looking. I read a lot good comments on this SkinVitals mask range. Know what, it was on promotion too. Buy 1 Free 1 with RM9.90. The normal price for one mask cost RM9.90 so it was worth too. Missing one mask up there??? ya, gave one to my brother. He needs it as well to cure his acne problem. I need an eye mask because I have a dark circle, puffiness and eye bags problem.


$$$$$$ all flew away and it's gonna take a long time for me to earn back those money again. But let's enjoy first then suffer.... in a terms of paying the credit card debt~